A New Start

Well, I thought I would go ahead and start blogging. I didn't want to miss out on the things that are "in the now". lol . My life has been full of ups and downs. I will tell you about some of them on here someday, but for now I want to tell you about how much I missed my Dad on Father's Day.

It's been a long hard road for me since dad passed away. He was my anchor. He would call me every day to see how I was doing after I got my divorce. I really looked forward to talking to him or going by to see him. The first birthday I had after he died was really hard. He always tried to be the first one to call and wish me Happy Birthday and it seemed like I waited all day for his call before it hit me that he wouldn't be calling that year. I tend to just ignore the fact that he's gone and not deal with it. It still hurts too much to think about it. But I have decided that before this year is up I am going to deal with it and go on with my life.

I loved my dad more than I can tell you. He was a good man, not always perfect, but a good man with a kind heart. He loved all of his kids and grandkids so much. All he wanted was for us to be happy and love the Lord and do right. I guess that's what any loving parent wants for their kids.

I know my girls still miss him a lot but they don't talk about it too much with me because I just haven't been able to talk about it. So would you please pray for me and help me get through this time?

Thanks for being a part of my day,

Cyngen